Gonna store some writing here I think

reflections on making this website

i think part of the frustration with this project is having so many ideas and feeling like it will take a hundred years to execute them all because i learn so slowly. i want to make something that i am proud to show to others but i have trouble being proud of something incomplete. it is a lot of work to learn something from scratch! it is also a lot of work to unlearn perfectionism. but I don't want to practice unlearning by being vulnerable! yuck.